Recently life had been a rollercoaster... Many things worth being happy about..many things worth crying about. My life fluctuates too much and sometimes feels helpless... I passed my 23rd birthday but I do not feel a bit older @ all. Of course more and more responsibilities are placed on my shoulders. I had a wonderful birthday this year. I am so happy that I have wonderful friends who would take time out to celebrate with me. I do not know why I still care so much, that I am not even considered a "Friend" in someone's life. I must say it hurts. But hey~! how can i be stronger and stand up higher without being kicked down? I think I see a little clearer. Not much I should frown upon? Things are not meant to be. No longer because of fate. Interfaculty girls are doing well. Squash and badminton goin to champfight next week. Very excited. Intense matches but I must say we went a long way already! keep up the good work. Kyushu Japan Study Tour trip was fun~! gettin away from home is a good way to get myself back on my feet. Definitely enjoyed it very much despite all the intense walking..haha my legs were in pain. I had an exhausting week. Having early morning QM sessions and 3 matches and practices all during the week realli tired me out. So tired that I literally passed out each time I am on any types of transportation, bus, minibus, even MTR. Next week will be even more intense, 4 sports competitions and practices all during the week. I do not think my body can realli handle it. Old injuries all surfaced: shoulder bursitis, tennis and golfer's elbow, even my lower back pains. On top of old injuries, new injuries accumulated: cracked toe nails and finger nails.... Some say I am insane...i m starting to agree. In sports, especially team sports, it is sooo important for players to support one another. Others could be affected by the performances of the other teammates. Everyone do their own part first and then encourage others around them. We need more motivation, more fire, more SUPPORT! We should be in this together! We don't have time to fall apart! not now...not now...not now.... It's my last year. no regrets... Despite all the sports and lack of sleep, my weight keeps shooting up. I cut Coke out of my life. I cut my midnite snacks in half sometimes not even eating. I need to loose weight. I am starting to be more and more self conscious. More importantly I want to fit back into my clothes..hahahah....-_-... Thats my 2 weeks in a nutshell... | 
